Friday, June 23, 2006

Is bigger really better? Pt 1

Entry for June 03, 2006

Is Bigger Really Better? Part 1

Ok, now I know this debate will go on forever but I’d just like to express my personal thought on the issue. Part 1 is a turn of the tables so to speak. Bigger breasts or smaller breasts? I am sure you are familiar with the expression, “More than a mouthful is a waste”, but is it?

When I was toying with the idea of becoming an escort my main concern was my breast size. Just why would a man choose to see me when there are an abundance of women in this business with much more to play with? So, I asked for feedback from the hobbyists themselves. I posted on the review boards about my concern, “Is there really room for someone in this business with very small breasts”?

The responses I received were quite surprising. Apparently men were not as superficial as I had thought them to be. My first lesson of many I have learned about men since entering into this business. Most were very supportive of my small breasts and were much more interested in the way I would carry myself and my attitude toward my work.

It has been my experience in the past 9 months of escorting that this generalization holds true. Most men that I have had the pleasure of seeing seem to be content, some even more aroused by my smallness. Who knew that all of the humiliation through school about my “funnel” shaped breasts would work to my advantage in my more mature years! I have nipples, plenty nipple and very sensitive ones too! That is where the fun is at! They are so sensitive that it takes a little foreplay and arousal to fully enjoy them being tantalized.

It’s not to say that men don’t love big breasts, there are plenty of them out there too! And there are many that choose not to see me because of my breast size. But those gents tend to be the more superficial ones I find. They are more interested in experiencing sex, the glitz and the glamour, the more pornish side of a sexual experience. And there is nothing wrong with that at all, it is just not the experience I provide nor care to provide. I like the soft and the sensual, the true appreciation for flesh touching flesh. I never embellish my breast size and when seeing someone for the first time will be sure to make them aware of my size to be sure I do not disappoint in this category.

Is that because I am self conscious of my breasts? Absolutely not! I love my breasts and am very confident with them, or lack of them! But hey, it’s not to say that I don’t appreciate a woman with big beautiful breasts! I still love to play with them, fondle them in my hands and kiss them. I get very aroused by a woman with nice breasts as it’s always nice to play with anothers’ toys especially when you don’t have them at home!

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